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Mizu Hatsuri Tsuki Yoko

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Name: Yoko Tsuki
Age: 19
Occupation: Art student
Dream: Working for Disney, a land of where smiles and rainbows bounce hand-in-hand >:)
Nightmare: Living in a gloomy, gray place where people do not appreciate Art ;o;


Name: Mizu Hatsuri
Age: 20
Occupation: Dance/Costume Design student





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yoko-chan: day XX: untitled
Wednesday, March 7, 2012 @ 8:02 AM

'Morning, mina-san~

I wonder how you all have been?

You know what's funny?

I had always thought of the "Fun Jammies" as a mere "dream", really.  I mean, was I the only one or only few who had really looked around and see that everyone was already walking away? Anyone with enough sense would've noticed that.  Had you ever asked where they were going? Where they had been? Why had they walked away?

They didn't tell me much at first, but when everything began falling apart--and it was raining like crazy--I finally figured everything out.  But no, the people I was surrounding myself at that time didn't listen.  They did, but they didn't try too hard in understanding--making sense of what I was saying.  They made me feel PARANOID, stupid, like I made everything up.  They didn't believe me.

They made me feel like whatever I tried telling them...was no two-shit.

So, I shut up.

But guess what? I don't tolerate people bullying.

And just because I am "Baby" doesn't mean that I know "nothing."

I am 19, for pete's sake.

I was told that I was only saying stuffs because I wanted "attention", that I was looking for "pity", that I was nothing but "misunderstanding."

Where did everyone go, then? Can ANYONE tell me this?

They left.

And so, if we're supposed to be "happy"---why?  Why is Yoko crying? Why is she being bullied? Why is she forced to shut up? Why is she feeling empty, angry, suffocated, always gasping for air? Why is she being lied to, deceived, tricked? Explain to Yoko, mina-san.  Speechless much?

I was promised a "better tomorrow."

They said they would never, ever hurt people like me ever again, that they'll never do that--Oh, gosh--never~

They said they didn't like Today's Yoko because they liked the cute, quiet little one from last year.

Well, the one they met last year was just a weakling one who didn't know how to talk.

Well, what happened in the past year?

Crap.

I believed...for so long, but...there was probably nothing to believe in all along.  I was a fool.


-Yoko