Once upon a time, there was a little nobody by the name of Xion, she and her best friend Roxas were having some troubles, and it was Xion's fault. Xion didn't want to cause her best friend any more pain, so she decided to leave. When she got to the train station of Twilight Town, there was Roxas. Waiting for her.
"Xion where are you going?"
"I can't stay here Roxas, you would be happier without me"
Roxas took out his keyblade and he and Xion fought, Xion fell in the ground in defeat.
"YOU'RE GIVING UP ON US? FOR A LITTLE THING LIKE THIS? I THOUGHT WE WERE BEST FRIENDS!"
"We are!" Tears were streaming down Xion's face in rivers.
"Then why are you leaving? We'll get over this, hell we ARE over this. So stop thinking that its your fault!"
"Yes it is, I've caused you so much hurt, I can't stay"
Roxas slapped Xion across the cheek."I WANT you to stay. I'd be miserable without you"
With that Xion let out her grief in uncontrollable sobs.

A little while later Riku and Roxas started going out, even though Roxas knew that Xion and Namine both had such strong feelings for Riku. Xion and Namine, though heartbroken and feeling betrayed by their best friend, someone they had thought of as family, as their brother, let them be. But little by little, Xion and Namine noticed a darkness taking over Roxas and Riku-who had been their ally in battling Roxas before, did nothing about it. Everytime the keybladers were together Roxas had this uncontrollable darkness that drained the energy of everyone around him, except for of course, Riku.  And whenever Namine, Xion or even Sora came within contact of Riku, Roxas shot out waves of darkness towards them. Severely weakening them. For the first time in her life, she was scared of her friends.

Namine was the first to go, just up and leaving without a word, but Xion, she wasn't as brave. For some reason she still believed that Roxas had light in his heart, so she stayed, and reluctantly, Namine came back. For a little while, the darkness in Roxas' heart had lessened, but there were instances where it flourished once again. Again, it was when Riku's attention was diverted from Roxas. It broke Xion's heart to see him this way.
One day, Xion confronted Riku, she needed to talk to him before she could leave. What information Riku gave her about Roxas had completely dispelled her sadness-and turned it into rage. Why did Roxas through away their friendship for someone that he had hated for half the time he had known that person? Xion had been Roxas best friend since their first days in the organization!
Roxas had summoned Xion later that day and when Xion presented her grievance, Roxas said
"Of course I can't tell everyone everything, I mean I might as well write a book then if I did"
Xion couldn't believe her ears, since when did friendship mean having to write a book to be honest with eachother? She had no idea who her brother was anymore, all she knew was, he wasn't Roxas, he was a heartless. Fighting back tears, Xion left the organization once again, joining Namine in Castle Oblivion. This time, Roxas did not fight.

Hellou Dear Reader, Mizu here.

As you might have seen, Sakana has left the blog, and Yoko is angry, that friend Yoko-chan is angry at, is Sakana.

Your friendly neighborhood nerdfighter is very sad dear reader.
Sakana and Yoshi have recently become an item, and we were thinking the dramas would stop at that, but it hasn't.
I could put up with a jealous girlfriend.
I can't put up with being replaced.
I had a talk with Yoshi yesterday, confronting him about Sakana's behavior, and while he might have meant well, he told me that the fish had felt completely ALONE without HIM there. That she was LOST without Yoshi.
It's romantic and all...
But what happened to my best friend?
Sakana and I had been an inseperable duo for the past two years.
How could it all have been thrown away for just one guy?
It felt as if everything we built up was for nothing.
Yoshi tried assuring me the opposite, but when I confronted Sakana she said that she might as well write a book?
So you have to write a book to be a honest with your best friend? When your best friend had put SO much on the line  for your happiness?
I gave up my first confession to Yoshi because it made Sakana happy.
I wore that Bunny Girl outfit because Sakana supported me.
I gave up any fight and any hope of being with Yoshi because he chose her and she wanted to be with him.

And I had just found out that none of that was reciprocated.

WHAT WAS I TO YOU FOR THE PAST TWO YEARS?!
YOU HAD FOUGHT SO HARD TO KEEP ME ONLY TO LET ME KNOW THAT YOU DONT TRUST ME?! EVEN AFTER EVERYTHING I STILL HAD HOPE IN YOU! I STILL TRUSTED YOU! AND FOR WHAT IT MEANT NOTHING?!

Even now dear reader I write this with tears in my eyes, I have actually been fighting back the sobs all day. My eyes hurt from how long I've been crying.

I haven't been happy all day. In fact, I feel worse than when I was enduring Sakana's bitch mode for the past month or so. I haven't felt so alone in two years.

I wish I could move on as fast as Yoko-chan. But for some reason I can't.

I can't believe I'm saying this. I'm sorry Yoko-chan.
But I want to go back. Even if more abuse is all thats waiting for me. I can't give up.
But I'm also scared to go back........