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Name: Yoko Tsuki
Age: 19
Occupation: Art student
Dream: Working for Disney, a land of where smiles and rainbows bounce hand-in-hand >:)
Nightmare: Living in a gloomy, gray place where people do not appreciate Art ;o;


Name: Mizu Hatsuri
Age: 20
Occupation: Dance/Costume Design student





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Yoko-chan: A Letter for Moi???
Wednesday, December 14, 2011 @ 8:03 AM

Ohayo, mina-san~!!!

I was so, so happy when last night, I got a phone call from Tsukasa that I got a letter!!! *Sees HOLY light coming from black sky* Demo when I got home and opened it, I found out that not only was it a long, long hand-writtened letter from an important friend...it sort of depressed me in thinking whether or not I was wrong to tell her how I felt about this whole past semester so far...until the near end.

I respect this friend in every way possible, I admire her, I praise her, and I completely understand why she feels the way she does now about my own feelings and all the things that I and the others had to go through. But gomen...I completely disagree with her thoughts of the people I am with today. I never gave her names, I promise, about anything. Yoko can have many friends from many other places and although I know that she cares for me so deeply from the bottom of her heart, I'm afraid she can't just tell me that the people I am with right now--are people I just can't be with.

Well, maybe I was naive and maybe I still am today, but if I'm feeling rather happy with whom I am with today...then, I'm happy. Sure, forgiving is good and also bad, because She's scared that people might take advantage of Yoko here...demo...second chances are second chances. I mean, maybe it's not smart, giving out second chances to people--but me not being smart, I'd rather hurt trying again or be more happy than ever before. It's life for me. And we all need to face Life one way or another.

I was really, really sad after reading the letter...because for the first time, I don't agree with her overall message to me. I knew what happened when I didn't listen to her for the first time, but looking at the faces around me...even though I didn't give her the names...even though she didn't know who or what I was really talking about...these people were with me through both dark and bright times. I know that by forgiving, people who had made mistakes might think it's okay to repeat their mistakes again and hurt others again.

But...I think by forgiving people for all the tears shed throughout this fall semester is the best Forgivneness anyone could ever ask for, especially when they meant it--that they won't hurt others anymore, never again, and try to not ever again.

And I think they're probably some of the best friends I could ever ask for...

Still, I knew she was just trying to look out for me here and there, because she cares a lot about me.  Sometimes, it worries me though...because I know that are much internal conflicts going on that I may not know completely about, regarding some of the people I am familiar with.  She's protective of me, and I'm glad she cares so much.

...We're all going down our own separate paths, slowly...and slowly.


-Yoko

P.S. Oh yeah, we're going to have an ultimate birthday/sleepover partay at Yoshi-kun's house this Saturday coming up >:D I shall bring my stuffed Doggy* toy there :3 Can't wait to show him to the Jammies!!! And guess what? Twins are going to be there *O* Yayyyy~~~ AFTER the "My Little Pony" meet-up XD !!!