Ohayo, mina-san...

Many of you may not know this, but my Jin-niichan will be going home today. Yoko's really sad and sorry that he didn't get to meet the Fun Jammies because everything didn't go according to plan at all. To be honest, even though she didn't get to spend a lot of time with Jin-niichan, she was really happy to see him again after 4-5 years. I really hope that he got to see that Yoko's doing fine without him or Fuji-niichan around (but...then again, he went and bought me that pepper spray for self-defense...) and that Yoko's not a little "baby" anymore (but then again...he did say he was going to send me more "weapons" in the mail.......). He still thinks that she's "vulnerable" to guys =__= (but only pedos hit on this little Yoko.....), and yes, he got really "pit-bull" when she talked about some of the Fun Jam boys (Yoko kept telling him that they were friends.........*sighs*). But he seemed glad that she had people to be with.

I remembered that I used to follow Jin-niichan and Fuji-niichan a lot while growing up and where ever they'd go, they would take her in the car and turn up some Japanese music. They were her best friends, and whenever someone's giving her a hard time, they would try to comfort her. I know that even though I never really fitted in with all of my other peers, they saw something in Yoko. Something...special, I guess. They're always trying to spoil her and scolding that she should be more "selfish"...demo...how could I be like that when all I could do is thank them for making her who she is today?

The Onii-chans are the whole reason why she continued drawing her little doodles to this day, why she loves Art. They always encouraged her to become who she wants to be, to be happy that she was "different." Sadly, though, when Yoko had to go away, she saw a world that the Onii-chans...tried so hard to hide from her. There was Yoko, completely vulnerable to the world they tried to hard to shelter her from.

And she was more than a thousand miles away from them.

I want to thank Jin-niichan and Fuji-niichan for everything. They mean a lot to me, and I still can't believe that we're keeping in touch to this day. Every year, they're always trying to send Yoko something, a gift or so, even when she can't give anything back to them. But...she tries to become a better person for them, for Jin and Fuji. Because she knows it'll make them happy.
I was really happy when Fuji told me that Yoko has indeed "matured" throughout the recent years and although he was sorry he couldn't be there for I needed someone, he was happy that she wasn't a spoiled, materialistic girl.

Jin asked me what I wanted for Christmas this year, mina-san.

I told him that all I wanted this year was a dress. Just a dress I can wear to the JSA banquet.

Demo...yesterday happened, and he couldn't make that happened. Still, I feel as though it brought us closer than ever before.

So, thanks, Jin.

For everything.

And come back in the summertime too.

Maybe...we can finally get that SAKE I was talking about >:D Wahahahahahaha~!!!! *O*


Love,

Yoko