The birthday was really fun, mina-san.

It was probably the best sleepover-fun I've ever had in my life so far, because there were so many people, and you have them--it's only better when they're amongst the fewest closest to you.  Best yet? I guess the Girls and I, Akito-kun, KFC, and Hana-sempai were the selected few there at Yoshi-kun's house.

It was okay that the Twins didn't come.  Totally understandable.  Yes, you two were invited as well.

I probably wouldn't go into the details of what's happened at the party.

But...

For the most part, it was really, really fun.

So much so, that it could be a crime~ lol.

On the other hand, I guess something must've happened there for me because it made me think a lot of those who were around me. 

Time's flying by so fast.

Within time, people can change in an instance or before you would fully realize it.

I remembered and thought of the days with Anemone-san, the Twins--just us Girls and those three...and how everyone used to act back then.

Do I like what I see now--the changes within the same people I now surround myself--or those who were able to keep standing by my side?

To be honest, it made me feel sad that some of my friends now...can be so hostile towards me in such a way, that it causes me to reconsider my own feelings.  How I feel about them now.  How uneasy things seem to be.  I hate the tension they create around me.  It suffocates me.  But they don't see it because they're too busy, shoving or forcing a path for people like me to walk onto.


Nevertheless, I stand.  I refuse to budge.

I hate it most when we're all supposed to be friends, having a good time--it's like that movie scene when they wait for a moment that involves you and them alone only or when they think no one's paying attention...and they pretty much slap you silly with hurtful words.

Chotto matte... Is this bullying?

I hate bullying.  And I hate it even more when...=___= WHY do people always want to bully me?

Doushite?

I guess it's not good enough when Yoko-chan's being bubbly, nice, and minding her own business?

I swear, I don't understand what's up with people these days anymore.

It felt...so awkward when They told me in a way that I was nothing more than a "selfish, greedy" person...when really, I just wanted to make someone happy...  Is it a crime to clean up after everyone now? The last time I've checked, cleaning up the Ani-Jam hotel room wasn't so :/

...Maybe I should've said something, and I knew it wasn't right for me to just stand by and let Them talk to me like that...  I wasn't intimidated at all.  I just kept quiet and listened to Them talk.

Honestly, I really did want to smart-talk back.

...But that one Person in mind kept me quiet.  I swallowed down my pride and kept quiet.

I hated myself for that.

If being myself is a crime, then, why not?

I'd go to jail any day.

And yes, I'll keep being Myself.

And the next time, They try to talk to me that way?

Kuro-yoko will TALK SOME SENSE into Them =___= I'll make sure they'll regret it!


-Yoko