Konbanwa, mina-san~!!! :D

Gomen~ I haven't update you all because there was so much going on this past week or so D: So mucho drama and school work and procrastination~!!! >o< Ughhh~!!! On top of that, I'm trying my best on starting on cosplay-making for Halloween, etc. D: I guess I'm really going to have to go back on working on "Halloween Town Namine"~~ :/ *sews some more*

To start things off, I'll begin with Deviantart.  As you all may not know, many of my friends--the FUN JAM--and I have Deviantart accounts :) We usually post up our cosplay pictures/drawings there (and on Facebook), and so, if you have the time, come  look for us :D  (My username is tsukiyoko, Mizu-chan's ElphabelleDaae13, and Sakana-san's Kashi126).  Recently, a couple of us have been really active on our accounts and working hard on letting people out there know about our presences in the Cosplay world.  I really like Deviantart, and in some ways, I surprise myself when I somewhat like DA even more than FB alone :O Shocker...

It's just really fun to take a look around and see what sorts of cosplayers are there in the world.

And should I mention that I just hate "fan-service" cosplayers? =o= If people want real attention, they should be all "bad-ass" and decent-looking in appearance--instead of relying on "flashing panties and butts" at everyone.  I mean, not everyone wants to look at that, right? *Glares at her guy friends* Right? =__=

Also, there's been drama going around the Girls, me, and a few other peeps.  I've been trying hard to accept "change" in the group, especially when there are a few of us who are totally head-over-heels (aka "in love") with other random people.  I don't know why, but I'm the only one who seems pretty "stable" because I'm not totally "ga-ga" for anyone, really...  But oh gosh, Love... What it can do to you.  I understand how it feels like to really like, like, like someone...and how it can sometimes hurt you back, even without "meaning to."  However, sometimes, when there's someone so "madly in love" with another person, they may not realize it that...no one has a right to hurt you intentionally or on purpose.  It's one of the many funny stuffs about Life--when you can't help but protect a person you care about (but you're not sure whether they care about you in return).  It's painful...and it hurts.  My gosh, it drives Yoko-chan crazy...into "Kuro-Yoko" (angry Yoko)~ =o= She gets so mad when she knows there's something wrong, doesn't like what's happening, gets suspicious of mean people trying to hurt people, etc.

...I just get super protective when I see something or sense something I don't like, and that was just drama.  Especially if it's "de ja vu" again for me.

Anyway, leaving the "mating season" scenario, apparently...Shayne-kun "confessed" to me on Facebook that he "once liked me" because I'm "cute and nice."  That was last week =o=

I confronted Shayne-kun if what he said was true, and he said he wasn't lying... *Feels her heart!!!* ....(It's not pumping.... =o= Dead?) That baka...  I tried asking him what he meant by saying that he "once liked me" but he totally changed the subject and refused to go into the explanation or anything. *Mizu-chan sniffs around: "Something's fishy..."* I don't understand anything, really...and I'm being so oblivious... I don't get it at all... It's bad if Shayne-kun likes me, but then, when I thought of that, I asked myself why is it bad if I "start liking someone back."

...It was like that one love song I was listening to this morning, readers.  Sometimes, when it feels nice to like someone, to be in love, you don't want to let those feelings go.  No matter how painful it is.

Right now, I have "someone" already in my mind.  My heart.  So...I don't want to start thinking about Shayne-kun yet... *pinches herself* =o= Dude's giving me a headache, already...

And geez, JJ-niichan hasn't written back D: I'm waiting on Anemone-san's e-mail reply too (Yes, we've been writing to each other, but it's been a while since her last one.  She must be really busy, teaching in Nihon now D:).  *Sighs*

...Stupid Shayne-kun............!!!!!

Oh, by the way, the Girls, Yoshi-kun, and I agreed that it'd be a good idea to attend Happy Town's annual Haunted House event in downtown :D We're going to do it in cosplay~!!!! Not sure when's the date for sure yet...but we thought it'd be cool to hit that place in the last week of October before Halloween comes rolling in ;) Then, there's that anime Halloween party too....and the Halloween ballet performance...

So many plans, so many things to do... So many.... @0@ ....


-your distracted Yoko >o<