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Name: Yoko Tsuki
Age: 19
Occupation: Art student
Dream: Working for Disney, a land of where smiles and rainbows bounce hand-in-hand >:)
Nightmare: Living in a gloomy, gray place where people do not appreciate Art ;o;


Name: Mizu Hatsuri
Age: 20
Occupation: Dance/Costume Design student





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Friday, November 18, 2011 @ 1:51 PM

Yoko,

Thank you for the blog dedication. I haven’t found the time to respond promptly after reading your blog post; not once, but twice. Now I want to address several issues that you have brought up in that writing that you have dedicated to the “lost ones”.
Yes, talking face-to-face is very nice, and I appreciate real conversations! It is much nicer than just text messages. Of course, text messages are nice when one is in need of contacting someone in a manner where the person is not in front of you, but actual conversations are much nicer and human (though vocaloids are not humans, we are in real life! Haha). Real conversations can get awkward because of the lack of content to discuss with, the uncomfortable presence of some different subject matter or that small talks just aren’t enough. I do think that, once you master “small talks” life in a social environment would be much easier!  Hehe.
                Your style of expression is something that I admire though, they’re the solid product, straight out of your heart and mind feelings and expressions that I do want to express myself, if only I had the time and the effort that you put in. I really don’t like to express myself much, I avoid explaining because I am too lazy to go deep into thought to sort of information that isn’t readily available on the surface of my mind. Sometimes, I just don’t care. I believe that if I, or anybody else, is assertive enough to present what they need to, a lot of good things will happen in a lot of different situations.
                Going back to responding to your blog post; I think that we pretty much did drift apart over the summer as well. After Fanime-con, we apparently just got invited so much to these different conventions, that or we had to work in some of them. We invited you guys to go as well, but I guess we just had the resources and the people to do what we had to do. IT GOT REALLY TIRING. Sometimes, I felt that I just wanted to take a break from con-going for several months until SacAnime. There were a lot of pressure involved as well, but once we had immersed ourselves in the con environment, we just tried to have the most fun as possible, so it was fun, though my initial feelings were kind of weary and unenthusiastic. IT would be fun if ya’ll were there as well to the other ones, but alas you girls were not, and I was and still am disappointed, that’s because I love you all. J
                And “modern heroes” you say? That’s very nice to know! The feeling of being one is quite heart-warming. Being admired comes with a great feeling, and pressure as well! Good pressure mostly, though. Hahaha. That’s because I wouldn’t want to disappoint! I admire you and the girls for many things as well, just so you know, and as what I have stated earlier as well. I think that next semester will give me more time to spend with you guys, but don’t take my word for it, the future is what I am mostly unsure of.
                You can tell me things, if you are comfortable with it though. I’m not trying to force you or the rest of you, to tell me things that you don’t want. Sometimes I just feel like I can help as a friend, but then is shoved away as if I am not acknowledged as someone who can’t help with words and just a mere acquaintance in the background; one who is not at all trusted still. We do need to talk though, all of us. I can tell that there has been a lot of growth, I think I’ve hit a plateau or been going downhill, because of my non-assertiveness and unwillingness to do things, especially after my experiences after summer break and sometime after the first part of this fall semester.
                We miss you all too. I think the feelings between us have been different. I feel like it’s because there has been a lot of dishonesty and unwillingness to talk about certain things, that or it’s just because we’ve simply drifted too much apart. But there has to be a reason to why things happened. I don’t want things to go back to how it was, I want us to grow up some more as a family or a close group of friends that is open to each other and has a really nice attitude and positive, encouraging feelings with one another. As a friend, I’m willing to talk to you about my problems, of course if you ask that is or if I ask for your time and thoughts, it’s because I trust you. You and the girls are really good friends to me. Always remember that.
                I think that people don’t just “lose” their identity, it may be so, but I guess some people just put a mask on for a façade, or are being dishonest with feelings, and yes, “change” is also possible. I say that don’t let bad feelings eat your spirit up when you want or need to do something. You should always acknowledge your feelings and do something about it, before the opportunity slips from your grasp wholly.
Let’s have a room at Fanime again. ;D Sometimes I do get butthurt when I’m not invited to things that you guys do. Some of them, I have been invited, but then it conflicts with the schedule that I already have. The new jamsters are awesome, I like them a lot, and I think they’re super cool! But just because I haven’t been able to go when I was invited before, doesn’t mean that I will never be able to. You said that I was invited to Yoshi’s birthday party, I guess I was, but no one reminded me about it, nor was I informed of where and when it was, until I found out. Then I was totally bummed about the fact that I missed out.
                To me, you’re always the same. The same because you’re still that young woman that wants to grow up in many different ways, and still are. You do have a knack on taking and solving many things, but like I said, don’t get too ahead of yourself and start assuming things. It’s best to actually talk about it, not from just one side, or the other side, but from all possible directions. You’re the coolest too Yoko, and you’ll continue getting cooler. Just don’t get too cold, I might have to flambeau you with a flame thrower. Haha.
Oaky, my time is running out, as I have to attend some business. So I bid you and the rest of the readers adieu for now. Ta ta~
~Always,
Konata

           

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